Not Today...

Maybe tomorrow. Weight is down and he's not eating. Giving him two tube feedings now. The first at 1 and the second at 4. Hoping he'll have more energy and be ready to nurse at 7.

The nurse is making me leave for a few hours. Pretty sure I have mastitis so am making an appointment to be seen and hopefully get an antibiotic.

Please pray that we get to bring our baby home soon

Song for today is a religious one, "I get on my knees"

There are days,
When I feel
The best of me
Is ready to begin
Then they're days,
When I feel
I'm letting go,
And soaring on the wind
But I've learned in laughter or in pain,
How to survive

I get on my knees
I get on my knees
there I am before the Love that
Changes me
See, I don't know how,
But there's power
when I’m on my knees

I can be in a crowd,
or by myself.
or almost anywhere,
when I feel, there's a need
to talk with God, he is Emmanuel,
when I close my eyes,
no darkness there
there's only light

When I get on my knees
When I get on my knees
there I am before the Love that changes me
see I don't know how, but there's power
in the blue sky
I don't know how but there's power
and in the midnight
and I don't know how but there's power
when I’m on my knees
I get on my knees
I get on my knees
and there I am before the Love that changes me
I don't know how, but there's power
I don't know how but God gives me power
I don't know how but there's power
When I'm on my knees